The Alchemist
Leaving would be running away from a pain that's torturing me but it would also be freedom, independence and the gaining of strength as an individual and the fulfillment of an important insatiable dream Yet I have promises to keep, I'm afraid to be alone and away from the people I love... I don't want to be alone anymore... I want to be with them I want their company too... their love always...and spend and share important moments with them since they're a big part of my happiness...they need me they depend on me, I can't just pick up and leave... This strange fear when I think about going away and leaving it all behind... does this mean that this is what I truly desire? My heart warns me against this dream because it's afraid of getting hurt again? no pain, no gain...